Iv'e been full of feelings, and emotions. Highs and lows.
Struggling to keep it together, I find a way to pretend.
Everything felt so right. Then, as quick as everything good was inside me, it went away and I feel lost.
I'm trying to find a way to come to peace with it all.
Last night I went out to dinner. Leaving my thoughts closed up I focused on enjoying conversations and friends. For that little bit, I realized how life is always meant to move on, no matter what your going through right now.
As I drove home I thanked God for giving me strength.
When I got home everyone was tucked in bed asleep.
Audrey popped out from under the covers, "mama?".
"Si, es mama linda".
Kip put his arm around me.
And everything really isn't so bad.